so we took some time off for the holiday but it’ll be a few more days before getting a big entry again. tomorrow i have a super scary ultra big giant doctor’s appointment to find out what is exactly wrong with my body not quite working the way a body should.

so man tests to take tomorrow! agh! including boobsmashing and bloodwork and inside pinching… oh my orifices will be probed and new ones made. i want to just curl up in a ball and whimper.

time to put the big girl panties on. the ones with polka dots.

wish me luck!